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Monday, May 11, 2009N

because they wont know how much i miss them.
how much i wanted to be part of them.
how much i wanted to join in their fun.
but they always seems to forget about me.
forget my existence.
it had happened long ago.
i should have got used.
the moment i choose to go against their will,
the moment i choose to let go of this seemingly valuable friendship,
i should have known
i'm nothing anymore.
i'm not the one they think of.
i'm not the one they would share their deepest secrets with.
i'm not the one they would stand by and support me through.
i'm not the one they would always love.
because i chosen this way.
because i chosen something else.
i'm nothing anymore.
from then on i should know
it's different.
we promised to solve it.
we promised to make it better.
yet now,
we choose to leave it,
believing it would be much better.

dont blame me,
if i turn cold.
if one day we walked on the streets,
and didnt say hello.
dont blame me,
if i ignore,
and choose to forget
the memories that once hold.

now, i have my darlings.
i know it sounded bad.
but i have my new mates,
who make each day the best.
of course, i never forget the old.
the one who would always be there,
even if i'm gone.

and i will treasure them,
just like how i treasure you before.

heart blue w/ glitter 10:09 PM