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10th JAN

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because telling you wont solve the problem.
you dont agree with me.
keeping it in
would be better.

the smile had it's bitterness hidden in within.

get a hang of it.
and leave it alone.
treat it as nothing.
and i'm sure it will go.

and it's such a disgrace to report such news.
foreign talents are what make Singapore a whole.
Singaporeans are NOT perfect.
so we must have those foreign talents to fill in our flaws.

and yet.
what kind of narrow mindset is that.
and so much for being the top few schools.

and it's the official school holidays. :D

well.
holidays are a blast.
with MEDAN LINE camp from 030609-080609,
lessons on the first week.
and studying on the second week.

thank god JJ dont practice going back to school for extra lectures.
for they believe holidays are for us to do catching up of work. :D

maybe the idea of friendship was wrong.
we aint important.
or at least,
that's what i felt.

this is what happens when you are in council.

meeting for medan trip from 5.30 to 7.
going to sports' hall for tomorrow's match from 7 plus to 9.
reach yew tee at 10.
reached home at 10 plus.
come online to do tomorrow's cheerleading stuff.

it's only monday.
and i'm starting to feel sleepy. :(

holidays are coming. :D
Medan is here. :D
end of busy council term. :D
study time. :(
promos time. :(
A level chinese is here. :(

oh mans.

and saturday's event was a blast.

JAYNE was great.
she is POWER.

CHIMES is nice
with their echoes.

PERLIN is wonderful
with her high pitch.

councillors have done a great job.
:D
we were the pathetic one...
wearing uniforms,
when the rest were wearing their home clothes.
ahahhaas.

but it was a fun experience la. :D

and today is last SMa lecture.
today's lecture was ok.
at least,
i listened much more in lecture today.
and i DO jot down notes. :D

and some random conversation:

"OMG. they look alike."
"because they are twins."


and we dont act like a team,
work like a team,
feel like a team.

one shape his own destiny.

and i felt my eyes going crossed.
this is what happened when you start editing a 2000 words, 9 pages long proposal.
YUCKS.

life recently are normal.
everyday is like rushing for the completion of syllabus.
H1 physics are slow moving.
i understand and know the tutorial.
but i never seems to get the lecture tests right. :(

H2 chem is hell more fast.
like a gang of thieves running away from police.
before you understand the lecture,
there comes the tutorial.
before you complete and understand the tutorial,
class quiz is up.
before you even know what goes wrong for your class quiz,
lecture test is here.
yes.
everyday is passing without knowing the answer. :\
however, chemistry is still fun.
although recently we have the tendency to go HUHS during lectures.

and when everyone got tired of lessons,
justin is always there to entertain us la.
that's why i love lessons. especially tutorials.
i just love our row la.
everyone is funny in their own way.

jayne with her mac WINGS.
justin and his sprain neck.
ariel and her rolled eyes.
alan and his old slam dunk.
colin and his girl girl eyes.
pitsoon with his gl replies.
and i'm busy laughing. :D :D

had fun playing with justin's itouch.
ariel, justin, pitsoon and i were having loads of fun playing monopoly.
hahahahs.
it's cool la. :D

council wise is ok.
our workload are starting to increase this term.
PTM, talentime...
loads.

and i rejected the offer to go to AYG..
omg.

and she love her darlings.
oh my darlings i love you.

because they wont know how much i miss them.
how much i wanted to be part of them.
how much i wanted to join in their fun.
but they always seems to forget about me.
forget my existence.
it had happened long ago.
i should have got used.
the moment i choose to go against their will,
the moment i choose to let go of this seemingly valuable friendship,
i should have known
i'm nothing anymore.
i'm not the one they think of.
i'm not the one they would share their deepest secrets with.
i'm not the one they would stand by and support me through.
i'm not the one they would always love.
because i chosen this way.
because i chosen something else.
i'm nothing anymore.
from then on i should know
it's different.
we promised to solve it.
we promised to make it better.
yet now,
we choose to leave it,
believing it would be much better.

dont blame me,
if i turn cold.
if one day we walked on the streets,
and didnt say hello.
dont blame me,
if i ignore,
and choose to forget
the memories that once hold.

now, i have my darlings.
i know it sounded bad.
but i have my new mates,
who make each day the best.
of course, i never forget the old.
the one who would always be there,
even if i'm gone.

and i will treasure them,
just like how i treasure you before.

AND MY BLOOD IS BOILING AT 100000000 DEGREE CELSIUS.
SOOOOO FREAKING ANGRY.
HURRHS.
I SHANT DIRTY MY BLOG WITH WHATEVER HE DID.
ANGRY.

anyways,
today is mothers' day.
i mean, yesterday.
and we had a big party.
yes again.
this time round,
we had it in my granny's small house.
so it was a pot luck thing,
where everyone bring their dishes over.
and it was a sumptuous meal.
as more and more people starts to fill in,
the small area is overcrowded with human
and noise.

of course, we have 2 screaming guys.
1 p2.
1 k2.
we have 4 teenager.
6 mothers.
1 baby.
and 2 husbands.
5 adults.

count the number of people around.
multiply by 10000000.
that's the amount of noise we produce. :D
due to the big party at home,
i cant go for our PW meeting.
and i'm feeling freaking guilty. v:\
but it turned out that it was canceled due to some ASS.

oh well.
he wanted it this way.
he will be dead. :D

when the memories keep flashing back..
i cant help but think of how we were,
when we were all in that green skirt,
when we were all laughing and doing all sort of stupid stuff.
yes.
it was stupid,
but we never regretted bringing lameness to ourselves.
for it was always fun.
but then,
everything started changing.
the forever friends talk was just a dream,
a period of time where they would always be there.
now, it is a total different thing.
nevertheless,
they shared an important part of my life.
for that,
i thank them.

YES YES.
and then, the long awaited weekend is here again. :D :D

today was a tedious day.
with 3 tests straight in a row.
chinese.
econ.
chem.

and i SHOULD be able to pass it all,
if my answers are all correct. :D

am seriously irritated by some human.
it's like common,
even if you think that the outing of yours with your darling worshiped god is soooo important that you could even say that your parents are bringing you out for something,
you shouldnt have lied.
not when you are a councilor.

and seriously,
i dont see any valid reasons that you could actually choose to go for the outing which means nothing rather than a project work meeting which determines your grade.
if your project work grade dont mean anything to you,
i shall just help you by letting the teachers know.

went shopping today with family. :D
first we went to eat dimsun before fetching jie from her aerobics lessons.
then we proceed to town to go SHOPPING.
and and i saw soooo many bags la.
i'm so tempted to buy them la.
but was forbade since i had already set my eyes on a adidas shoes that cost $95.
ouchs.
but but.
i really wanted that bag la.
it cost $55.95?
but i cant.
and mummy stopped me from buying water bottle.
because she say i will just lose it within a week.
:(
oh well, i'm still happy with my shoes. :D

so yesterday was a full day. :D

went to sakura to eat buffet with family.
LOVE.

the food is awesome la.
although it's nothing much. :X

went there with the intention of tasting their nyoyna food.
but it was nothing special.

was ultra full.

and i'm back to blogger.
reason being,
i dont know why.

alrights. i'm tired.
goodbyes.