Thursday, April 16, 2009N
life had been terrible.
or should i say,
terrible without my comrades. :\
29th student council were just invested on wednesday.
and i was sooo happy that mr lim came.
yes.
he camed and grace this event.
although mr teo didnt come due to IP coachings,
but still.
i'm happy.
that day was a moment to remember.
the wearing of student leaders' badge,
the passing down of 28th council.
the taking over of 29th council.
house council may be known as student council with the cabinets.
but, are we really given that respect as one?
are we truly recognised as one?
if yes,
why aint we reciting the council pledge together with the cabinet councils?
why aint our studies put as much emphasize as the cabinets?
i was feeling much that day.
but now,
it makes me think,
am i taking the right choice of being a council?
i know i would enjoy myself as a council.
but, what if some people just dislike you for dont know what reasons?
what if they seems to be staring at you when you are talking to the seniors?
what if they think the position you once held was due to some underhand means?
i'm not that kind of person.
but do they know?
do they know all i wanted was just a recognition that i am capable of doing all this?
and this few weeks,
i had been thinking.
had i really choose the correct thing by coming to jc?
i cant cope.
and i'm worried for my results.
i'm afraid of retaining.
if not,
scoring a sucky results for a levels.
i dont want that. :(
yes.
i'm emo-ing.
and i'm being ultra depressed.
and recently,
i have been very snappy.
that's what alan says.
teacher had been making me do stuff which are not even in my job scope.
the one who are responsible with it are sitting there doing nothing.
and yet, claiming the credits in the end.
i voiced out my concerns.
but why,
everyone takes it as a joke?
oh manns.
i'm starting to hate school.
but on the bright side,
i still love my group.
with everyone around,
i hope i can last till the end of the battle.
7:57 PM
