Saturday, March 28, 2009N
and it was like the horizon,
seems near yet impossible.
because it was too much like a fairytale,
that she had enough.
it wasnt anyone's fault, she says.
if it must, it will be mine.
for i ask for more.
for i grew greedy.
for i want more from what i had.
maybe it was time to take a break.
sleep or escape,
i dont mind.
let me leave.
to somewhere where i find pleasure in.
where every moment wont be seen as torture.
and when we know it was just an imaginary line where the earth and sky meet,
yet why do we still choose to indulge in that denial,
that one day it would happen?
is it because we were too afraid of the hurt that would occur when we realise
it was nothing,
but a denial we allowed ourselves to dip in?
a denial, where waking up would be much better.
find a better one.
know we aint the one.
we both know,
we are just trying to hold on.
we are just trying to avoid.
it wasnt like what we used to be.
10:18 PM
